neděle, října 22, 2006

I need hate you but I feel love

I need hate you but I feel love


Author: Michelcz
Disclaimer: CSI doesn´t belong to me but to Anthony Zuicker. Everything else is mine.
Rating: CSI-2
Characters: Grissom/Sara, Grissom/Catherine, Horatio Caine
Spoiler: CSI after Way to go, CSI:Miami after Rampage and One of our own
Summary: Sequel to Why. How will Catherine react to news about Gil? Will be there any chance for them? Will everything between them end or it will be start? Why is Horatio Caine in Las Vegas?



Prologue





Few hours after talk...

I saw him. I saw the picture of him after my speech in his office after I found that he is with Sara. The man I always loved and will love has relationship with woman I dislike from the first moment I saw her. No, I don´t hate her.I am sorry for her. She´s like a puppy who´s waiting for scratching from his mister. She´s stalking my Grissom. She changed him,
Before she came to the city he was gentle, patient man. He often closed off people from his life but he was himself, Gruessom Grissom. I know him longer than twenty years. Our connection was something so palpable we barely needed to speak to communicate.
One glance or one touch and I knew what he needed. I knew when was something bad in his life. I think that I know him but now I see that I didn´t.

I never think of time when I will see his dark side. The side of man I was so much adored. I remembered the first time when we met each other. He was so shy. He was rookie in LV labs and it was his first case. It was night which was tragical for me but also it brought me something good to my life. He was everything what kept me upon the water. He always was there for me and Lindsey.

I sit in dark of the living room in my house and went so many common memories. I am crying that I can´t have him. Damn, what I am thinking. I can have him cause I love him with pure love which is stronger each day. I´m not a loser.

I will be fight for my love. I will make him realize what a mistake he made.
I will be fight.
It will be catfight. I am stronger than Sara.



Chapter One

One month later...

It was month from encounter between Cath and Gil. They were polite to each other. They talk only when they have common case or paperworks. They haven´t anything common anymore except their work.
They were friends sometime ago. Now, they were strangers who knew each other but they lost their common road. They lost their so much valuable friendship. They lost it cause he made mistake. Griss fell into trap which was so well prepared by Sara Sidle. She saw them together day by day. Piece of her soul died daily.
She feel that something is missing inher life. There was a big empty hole. Someone who she knew and had guarantee beside her, was out of her life. Yeah, She had a mirracle of her life, Lindsey, but she was feeling lately that she wasn´t worth love.

Today she came to work a hour before start of shift. She had goofy smile on her face but she still felt died inside her. She thought that she hasn´t any right to happiness in the life. Everytime whe she was in live she picked out wrong man.
So she was walking now through the empty hall of lab to the locker room.
When she came there, Warrick was here alredy.
"Hey," said Warrick.
"Hey, youself," answer Cath," how are you? What are you doing in work so early? Shouldn´t you be with Tina for the anniversary dinner?"
"Yeah, I should be but she was called to hospital. They need all people who haven´t got flu."
"Rick, I am so sorry for you but I hope that you will be better soon," told Cath when she was giving her purse into locker.
They talked about Lindsey, work for a moment. They didn´t talk only about one thing, Griss and Sara. They both along with Nick were distance to them. War and Nick didn´t talk with Grissom as they were used. Suddenly they lost interest to be in closer contact with him. Warrick and Nick saw what it had done with cath. They were her supporters. When they were prepare go to break room Nick entered the room.
"Cath,are you here?" called Nick.
"Yeah, Nicky, what do you need?" asked him Catherine.
"I have a message for you from Judy. That you have visitor on reception," told her.
"What?" answered Cath. She was totally suprised. She was for a while speechless.

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